Spoiler Spoiled

So I finally watched the season premiere of Grey's Anatomy. Amazing episode of course as usual! But then I decided to scroll down to the comment section after it went off to see what other people thought about it. And of course this wonderfully, horrible person said something that ruined everything and rocked my world for at least 10 minutes.

SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER!

Meredith and Derek are going to break up and that bitch intern is going to step in and be with Derek. Like wtf? Seriously? Derek and whoever else he's with is supposed to be like THE power couple and that whiney, self-serving, man-stealing, slutty bitch intern, does not fit the bill. The writers are on pure crack if this is what happens. MerDer were made for each other, they created the show, I mean come on!!!!

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But at least Christina got married and whatnot. Oh and I hate Cali, and her gf. She's so flaky, I hate her with an undying and never yielding passion. Kind of like my feelings of Oprah Winfrey and Tyra Banks.

So that's all I have, just had to tell someone the horrible news, if I kept it in any longer I would have exploded into a million little pieces.

Time Management

So this semester seems to be the worst yet. But at the same time the best. I have so much to do between APhiO, work, school and having a life period. Though this is the first time that I feel some sense of....something. I don't know how to explain it but I just feel like this is what I am supposed to do, this is where I am supposed to be at this point in my life.

Recently my mind has been on the whole Law School thing. I feel like I need to be involved in way more than I currently am, but at the same time I know I would burn out for sure. Everyone that I've talked to who has aspirations of law school are involved in everything under the sun. They're presidents of a million clubs, saved a small African village single-handedly and so on. I look at their resume and then I look at mine and know that I just don't compare. I know I'm fully capable of being a lawyer and I know I'm dedicated enough, I just don't want to be penalized for only wanting to be apart of a small number of organizations where I can commit fully to.

I guess what I really have come to find, is that it is a dog eat dog world and it's every man for himself, survival of the fittest, yadda yadda yadda.